You may already know this story for I've been blogging about this certain topic quite often recently. For some reason, I can't get over it. I've tried to, but I just can't. Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough. But I think that's how far I'll go for now. The good thing is I don't actually get too sad about it now. I actually don't think of it as much as I did before. And it's been just 3 months I believe. Well, it's been a while. But anyways. Point is, I still think about it and it makes me quite sad sometimes. It's not that it's permanent though. It's just not time for it to happen.
With that being said, I believe there are two sides of this story and this craziness of mine. It's either we'll start talking again and get back to our usual selves. Talk all night, some day talk, cute messages, and all that. OR! We'll completely stop talking and just forget that we used to. Either way, to be completely honest, I'm fine with it. Whatever happens. I just don't like that I feel like I'm caught in the middle like this. Not a very good feeling.
But of course I prefer that we talk again. I don't know really. I'm quite confused actually. But this is just me. I'm thinking that if we talk again, then there will be chance that the same shit would happen again. If we don't, then there's no more. Like, the end. Goodbye. But I believe that it's not always the case. Things change. People change. So I'm not afraid of trying it again and stuff like that. So yeah. The reason I shared this is because of this.
