Yokoso May!!

It's May!! Officially stayed for a month in Japan. Oh also, I realized that I have been unemployed for over a month now because I resigned on the 28th of March so yeah there's that. I don't know but I'm not used to doing nothing now. As much as I wish I could turn back studying years and feel the same, nah. I kind of feel sad and happy at the same time you know. The feeling of knowing something will happen and the feeling of it not happening yet all the same time is not so good and that's what I'm feeling right now. Anyways. I think this is a new start because things will happen around this month if it goes the way we want it. On other note, on a more positive side, a lot of people I have already met are saying almost the same thing to me you know. DO NOT WORRY. And thinking about it, should I really not? I'm sure they have experienced what I have already experienced so I think I should believe them, aye? But of course that doesn't mean I should...